Allen-Michael Harmon

anxiety-has-anxiety:

Might I just say that 2018 was possibly my best year yet, but not because everything went right for me or because I was at my best regarding to mental health.

This year was a really bad one for my mental health, having my first panic attacks in years (hell, I think those were the first panic attacks I’ve ever had in my life), becoming so incredibly depressed that I isolated myself for weeks without telling anyone, crying and locking myself in bathrooms and having people find me in a that state, them not knowing what to do because they’ve never seen me like that before and asking me questions that I don’t want and will never answer, the list goes on and on.

But all of those things don’t matter, at least not for now, because thanks to all of that, to all of those bad moments that I’ve gone through, to all of those times where I wanted to give up… One person stuck by my side through all those hardships, comforted me and distracted me from my own mind, made me feel genuinely happy for the first time in a long while.

That person, was @virgils-ass, AKA Koala Anon.

He is quite possibly the best human being that I have ever met, and I am so, so proud to call him my best friend. But the words “best friend” doesn’t quite encapsulate the way our relationship is. It transcends so much more than to those words, it goes way above and beyond. I still don’t know how to describe it, but what I do know is that we are much more than just “best friends”, maybe not enough to be called “partners”, but we’ll figure it out.

I’m not afraid to say that I love him, because I do. I honestly do. I absolutely adore him, and I don’t know where I would be in life without him. He’s my soulmate, an amazing one at that. I want to let him know that despite everything, no matter what happens, I will still love him, forever and always.

This all may sound incredibly sappy, but I don’t care. I’m speaking from the heart, and my heart is one sappy son of a gun.

Thank you James for making this year an incredible one.

And thanks to all of you for sticking by.

I love you 💛

countrylivintoyotagirl:

I’ve been abused mentally, emotionally, and physically by multiple people throughout my life that I thought wouldn’t hurt me. I’ve been homeless. I’ve been absolutely broke. I’ve been friendless. I’ve been completely on my own. I’ve been extremely mentally ill. I’ve had multiple domestic disturbances that caused cops to come. I’ve totalled my vehicle. I’ve almost had a heart attack. I’ve had a complete meltdowns. I’ve hit rock bottom.
But I’ve cleaned out the toxic people in my life, I have a good job, I have a bed to sleep in, I’ve met some pretty amazing people, I’m in a relationship with an amazing guy, and I’m working on healing from everything I’ve dealt with growing up. The good thing about hitting rock bottom, is that the only way to go is up. Even though that sounds extremely cliche, it’s also very true. I’ve just started the healing process, and it’s already like lifting a weight off of my chest.

onlinecounsellingcollege:

“In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.”

— C.S.Lewis

quotebookingtoheal:

“When I first saw you tonight, I was fine. No nervousness. No butterflies. Just happy to see you again. It’s been too long. But… As the night went on, I felt that pull, that connection. And just like that, I fell for you again. I guess my New Years kiss will be going to this darling bottle of whiskey.”

— @quotebookingtoheal

jade-ellsworth:

will anything ever be as iconic and savage as when sally jackson, percy jackson’s mother, used the decapitated head of the medusa to turn her abusive husband to stone, and then sold him as a statue to an art gallery to critical acclaim and used the resulting funds to pay to attend college and start her dream life as a writer

hisprincess:

yeahmicah:

I get mad when I think about Judas, betraying Jesus’ trust for such a miniscule amount.

But then I remember how easily I sin for free…

This hit me.

krinkshame:

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